Seriously, Screw Yamaha

So recently I had to call yamaha because my CCA’s president tasked me to do so -.- Reason: I’m Logistics zzzz

Apparently we have 2 spoilt keyboards that has already been left spoilt for IDK HOW LONG. She got me to call yamaha to check the prices of getting someone to come down to assess it and fix it etc etc. So after that was done, they did some budget proposal to send to the school for approval.

And yup, it was approved. Hence, this means that the thingy is pushed back to me once more >< Now I have to call yamaha to fix a date for them to come down and check etc. Discussed with the other logistics manager and we decided on Tuesday since both of us were free on that day. Fine no problem. 

So I called Yamaha on Thursday. Contacted the same person I spoke to before, and we did manage to discuss certain stuff, such as fixing the date etc etc. And poof! The line got cut off. Tried calling many times back but I was unable to call through. By the time it was 5.30, some voice over the phone tells me: “Thank you for calling Yamaha, we are closed for the day~” -.- 

So yesterday I called once more. But some other lady told me that the one I was looking for has not reached office yet. So I left my number and told her to get that lady to call me afterwards. And nope, she didn’t call me at all for the rest of Friday. 

Was busy anyways because I had a test afterwards and had to stay in school with my class to discuss some practical report with Dr Lau due to the sad fact that none of us knew how to do. 

Tried calling today, but turns out they are CLOSED AGAIN because they only work on weekdays. Great. Now I have only Monday left because the supposed date whereby they are coming is on Tuesdays. However because the line got cut off that day while we were discussing, I never really knew whether or not the whole “send people down to NP” thingy was confirmed. Screw this man stupid Yamaha. 

However, the root cause of this is still CCA. Haiz, why did I even get into this committee. Remembered the time when they revealed the name list for the new committee. I asked the senior why I was chosen. He told me because my attendance was good. *MENTAL FACEPALM*. More like, my batch had very little people left and I just happened to be the one with better attendance. So unfortunately, I was chosen >< 

The staff advisor told us that we will be relieved of our CCA activities if we scored less than 2.8 for GPA. But obviously I can’t sacrifice my grades just for the sake of not being in this damned committee and doing all the saikang work. Guess I just have to stick with this shit for the rest of the academic year. Sighs. 

School today wa…

School today was just normal I guess. Dr Lau showed us this emotional and sad video about a couple talking about their kid who has Tay-Sachs disease. So sad The kid can only live up to age 5-7 at most…Haiz.

Lecture was just boring as usual. Stoned throughout. INAC practical pissed me off totally. Lots of confusion going on and my group was like the last to finish. Yet everyone started to rush their reports and handed them up. I’m like one of the few, or maybe even the only one who has not even done it yet. Damn it so infuriating -.-

MBC practical was much better. Finished it quickly and got released early. Lied to my CCA-mate that I still had lesson and that I would end at 5 when in actual fact I was released at 3 plus and was happily eating with my friends xD Take that people, such small acts of defiance expresses my discontent with the CCA~~~~

Idea Blueprint presentation tmr. Sian ttm. Got to rush through practical reports, presentation, and study for CT. Guess I shall go off now. Shall blog next time  

It’s impossible to have a trouble-less life.

Omg so sorry for leaving this blog dead for such a long time! Have been busy plus my days were relatively the same so I couldn’t think of what to blog. Anyways, as you can see from the title of this post, I’m probably going to rant somemore about life hahs. So please bear with me~

Recently received notice of a stupid 3D2N bonding camp during the CT break for my cca. The moronic exco member in charge of it put it in bold that there is no “MAYBE OPTION” and it’s “COMPULSORY”. Stupid idiot. Really don’t feel like going for it. I don’t have any reasons to skip it because they will start the whole “Oh as one of the Exco you sld get to know your juniors” kind of crappy reasons to FORCE me to go. Haiz. Sucks man. Chances of escaping are low. Got to improvise during the camp itself so hopefully I don’t have to go for all the activities.

CCA is seriously pissing me off at times. Never asked to be in the committee. Adds stress and annoyance on top to what I have that is already being contributed by studies etc. Every Wednesday I dread going for it, constantly fearing about having to sit through meetings and meetings. Then they will dilly dally again. Ya I know I sound damn arrogant and irresponsible, but I just dislike it. Sorry lor, too bad, the seniors chose someone who is angsty, dislikes being tasked with work or take part in meetings, and seriously loves to rant. And that is YOURS TRULY

Enough about CCA. School is just so average as usual. Common Test is coming in like 2 weeks and even though I have started studying for all my modules, there is always that 1 or 2 modules that just doesn’t want to make friends with you. Alright, I’ll be fair enough, more like it’s “difficult to make friends with”. Just can’t rmb anything :O See how screwed I am for Common Test.

School last Friday was kind of stressful for me too. Had a presentation, and that was the very first presentation of the new academic year. Idk what happened, but I tensed up and got so stressed, stammered so much in front of my class and lecturer when we were presenting. There was also this moment of silence when I just stared at the slides, speechless, unable to say anything out with everyone staring at me. Humiliating and traumatic experience I would say. Left the lecture theatre immediately aft my group was done with the presentation. Couldn’t stand being in that LT anymore. Quite happy though, my best friends in poly followed me out to comfort me until I was ready to enter the LT  again. Poly life is only good thanks to these awesome ppl you meet there

Tuition issues hasn’t been going so well either. That lady from China, never going to trust her again. She called me last Wednesday with an assignment, telling me to confirm on the spot etc and told me so much about it. Naturally I was under the impression that I was going to get it. Before she hung up she told me she will “confirm with me tmr”. And she never did. Not even until now, when more than a week has passed. Liar. I will find my own ways to try to get tutees. Guess I’m never going to rely on agencies or agents anymore. Don’t want to face repeated disappointments. If not for the fact that I need to earn some money I wouldn’t even be so desperate trying to scour for jobs when I’m still schooling. If only Yuhua CC allowed weekend shifts only >< Too bad the govt has this 5-day work week policy for govt employees. :/

Having JLPT on the 1st of July. Gosh, another potential stress factor. Japanese is really very tough at this point and it’s really difficult to juggle it with my science modules. All I see are just tonnes and tonnes of grammar rules and vocab to remember. Have been learning Jap for close to a year now. And up till now even though I have the written knowledge, my speaking skills are still as poor. Makes me wonder if I have even wasted my money or not. Haiz.

That’s about it. Many areas of my life are just filled with so much troubles. School, CCA, and a lot of other personal issues. I feel much better now after I have vented out my frustrations on this blog, the only private platform I can use to vent out my troubles. Can’t wait for the holidays to come. Really got to relax and just, not care about anything. Thanks to those who actually cared to read this whole long post, which is the rantings of someone who emos and rages a lot. Hahas *claps*!

Will try update more often, but in the event that I don’t, I assure you that the next post will be super long to make up for it  Alrights got to go do some studying now. Bye~

Life is just so…average?

Wow seems like ever since school started I only have time to update this blog once a week..Hmm if that’s the case I shall try to make longer posts haha…

So this week was quite alright I guess..Just sort of felt cheated on Wednesday..Was actually planning to skip cca with some excuse but one of the comm ppl asked me last minute to assist her in teaching theory to the freshies after which I can have my normal practical lesson…So being the “nice” me I unknowingly agreed…In the end? Went there reluctantly thinking that I shouldn’t be complaining because I already promised to help her and ya, they tell me on the spot that due to certain “crop ups” they decided to do orientation on the day itself. Ya right, orientation, as in playing those bonding games. Hate it so much. Forced bonding -.- Never felt so cheated in my life before -.- Well in the end the whole “assisting in theory lesson thing” did happen but I still feel cheated cause I was made to play some of the bonding games -.- Screw it..

Lessons so far are just…..tough. Molecular Biology lessons are awesome, just that practicals are tough. Medical Biochemistry is alright too..Bioinformatics and Instrumentational & Analytical Chemistry sucks -.- Nothing goes in at all. Ya now I highly doubt I can get my GPA 4.0 =.= Oh well, got to start studying consistently every weekend…

These days I only look forward to school because I get to hang out with my close friends hahas…

Oh and speaking of which, I got to meet the lady boss of the tutoring job tmr. AT SERANGOON WHICH IS SO DAMN FAR -.- Guess I won’t be teaching Chinese students anymore cause I’m offered to teach local primary school kids…Hopefully all goes well this time. The last thing I want is another brat with ADHD to torment me =.=|||

Alright shall end it here for now. Bye~ 

Depression, part and parcel of life?

Sorry for not updating this blog for quite some time. Been kind of stressed out recently, with school, cca and my usual ongoing financial issues. 

CCA is just getting worse, I can’t seem to learn well during sessions anymore, and I feel that productivity is at its rock bottom. Being in the committee is just bad when you have an authoritative VP who is just daft enough to not know that he offends people with his stupid, ridiculous authoritative words or actions and still thinks everything is going normal. And I really find his tone and way of speaking to be so offensive and arrogant at times. But it’s alright, shall not bother to explain. If he’s smart enough he should know it himself. Shall just pretend to be nice and everything. Drama skills acquired for 4 years are indeed helpful. Just dislike this being in the committee so much, not that I ever asked for it in the first place. 

Financial issues are getting better, just that sometimes I still feel that I should be doing more to help my parents. For those who don’t know, yup to be honest my family has already been experiencing financial troubles way back in 2006…Just accepted my classmate’s job offer to teach Chinese students English…But ever since the lady boss called me, I’ve been feeling scared, especially when I think of how stressful, how much expectations and responsibilities I’m going to have added to my burden. 

Life is just not so good for me now. I do know I complain and lament a lot, on FB, twitter etc with my emo posts and stuff. Thanks to those friends who have been encouraging me so much and helping me a lot Really appreciate it. Shall try not to be so depressed, but it will be tough, especially when all these thoughts about how sucky my life is keep coming to me. 

Alrights shall end it here for now. Bye. 

Survived the 1st week

Just managed to pull through the very 1st week of school. 

Monday. Started off with a practical, before spending my break time at CCA fiesta for awhile. Went for other lessons after that. Gosh Bioinformatics lecture was so boring >< 2 hours of time wasted zzzz..Spent my 2nd break at CCA fiesta again. Didn’t even eat during the breaks because of the insanely long queues. Ended up starving from 8am all the way till 6plus when I had dinner with my friend. Suay. 

Tuesday. Not good at all. While I had no lessons at all I spent the whole day helping out at CCA fiesta. Super tiring and exhausting okay. What’s more the stupid printing shop in school pissed me off. My lecturer posted on Mel during the hols that we could start purchasing our lab manuals. Actually I already went back on Thursday and Friday (while it was still the hols) to ask. They said only start selling on Monday. But Monday I spent both my breaks at CCA fiesta. And practical lsn was on Wednesday morning. The guy told me that they ran out of copies and had to start printing more in the afternoon. So I asked if I could come by again in the afternoon because I really needed it by Wed morning and he said no the earliest I can get it is Wed morning by which then lsn would have started. Wth -.- I placed an order but in the end I got my friend to print the first practical for me. And yup, I never showed up to collect my order because I was pissed -.-

Wednesday. Horrid day as well. Had lessons from 9am to 6pm including 2 practicals. Sort of lost my temper a little during practical because everyone started getting so confused about the experiment and the confusion regarding my work made me pissed. Sry to those who had to see my black face….Went for CCA after that and because I was in that committee which I never asked to be in, I can’t go home after my piano session and had to wait for everyone to be done with their sessions before we could have a meeting. God damn it they started dilly dallying and joking around, delaying so much of the meeting. I don’t even get why I had to be there because it was just a waste of time. Few days ago my president asked me to come and help out for next wk’s interviewing of new members. Yet when they were discussing the roles of everyone in that event during the meeting I wasn’t even assigned a role (though I was given my role later on). However that pissed me off on the spot again because I really detest ppl who tell me one thing and do another -.- In the end things dragged on to 10pm, so I was in sch from 9am till 10pm wtf. Great 2 consecutive days of angst and rage. Will the remaining days be this crappy? Read on. 

Thursday. Went to school for Idea Blueprint. IS lessons are never worth looking forward to. And of course, I dreaded it as well. Luckily I had a classmate in my IB class as well. Things went quite alright though. Had a heart to heart chat later on with a close friend and my CCA’s president. So glad that my president is smart enough to see my unhappiness and apologise. At least she said she will try to ensure that things such as what happened on wed will not happen again. Gd, I like this. So Thursday was a relatively happy day for me  

Friday, which is today. Quite a relaxing day Lessons were interesting and everything went well Even got an extra half an hour’s break because apparently some Business course’s timetable overlapped with ours at the same venue by 30 mins. So our teacher had no choice but to let us have a break xD After that it was time to go home~~ Hahaha good way to end the week  

 

Well I think my future weeks might be similar I guess…Esp my angst and rage on Wednesdays because just so happens my CCA falls on a day when I start at 9am and have 2 practicals zzzz…On a side note, I accepted my china classmate’s offer to teach English to china students at this private sch set up by China ppl…Hmm hope things will go well  

Alrights shall end here after this long and wordy post. Going to relax before I continue with my homework tmr >< 

Some ppl will just be the death of me

Okay so I was “called back” for a cca meeting again today. Rmb how the other time I had to wait because they were like damn late? Yup something similar happened today. 

One of them sms-ed saying to meet at “1pm sharp” at the piano area OUTSIDE MUNCH. So as usual I left my house 1 hour before (12 pm) and I reached school at about 12.30. Okay, my fault for being so early, so I won’t bother about the 30 mins I had to wait. Then at 1pm, I went to the said venue and waited. And waited until 1.30 no man no ghost not even a fly showed up -.-

So I sms-ed them the same person who sms-ed us. Told her where I was and she said “Oh we go find you”. And less than a minute later they came out from Munch, the group of them. Like wtf -.- One of them still had the cheek to joke that “I could have sms-ed her when I reached” and still can laugh. 

Seriously I think I’m not at fault in anyway because I went to the correct venue at the correct time. So what if u guys were in Munch which was near the meeting venue? SO WHAT? Even if they were inside way before 1pm they should have like left Munch at 1pm and went out to the meeting venue to see who else has reached. Never tell ppl u’re in Munch how u expect ppl to know? Made me sit out there stoning like an idiot with all those ppl walking past me -.- Still can like what say until like it’s my responsibility to “announce my arrival”. 

Whatever la, even though I’m appeased now, I dun care I will be late next time. -.- 

Got to go to sch again tmr, to print all the lab manuals and notes because some of the lecturers just don’t want to provide hard copy for sale. Only 2 nice ones did so. Haiz. Going broke liao lo….

Speaking of money, BibiBaba spoilt my holiday plans to shop for new clothes for the coming semester. Because they have not given me my pay. Haiz sms-ed one of the full time staff and she said that they themselves also haven’t get their salary…She was nice enough to forward my sms to the in charge. Hopefully I get my pay soon before this week ends. Or I’m going to rage and swear at BibiBaba. Busy doesn’t mean can give us our pay late okay -.- 

So many things to rage about. Is it because I’m just too hot-tempered and petty or is it that some ppl are just out there to piss others off? Oh well I hope it’s the former but I strongly feel it’s the latter.

P.S: To those who actually finished reading this whole angsty post full of my complaints, I SALUTE YOU HAHA ^^ 

YAY

So happy today. Checked NPAL and found out that I got Jap for my IS elective Now I don’t have to study for IS at all and I can concentrate on my core modules  

First day of the first week after work ended went quite well. Went out with a poly friend. Going out for the next few days too I enjoy my freedom a lot! When I get my pay I shall go buy new clothes and new books  

FREE AT LAST~

YAY I’m free from BibiBaba at last! No more staring at excel for the whole day! The staff there are really persistent. Can’t stop asking me to work nxt week regardless of how many times I said no -.- Whatever la never going back to that underpaid job at that noisy office. I have plans to go out next week

Signing up for JLPT N4. Got to start studying for Jap soon, otherwise my $55 will be wasted ><  Nvm that’s something to worry about later. Looking forward to watch The Hunger Games a 2nd time with my family tmr!  

Work on a Saturday -.-

Work was horrid yesterday. Currently, I’m doing billing. So things are like this. The thousands of nurses at SGH all belong to a certain cost centre. And their uniform order forms/invoices are all filed in thick ring files, all arranged into their respective cost centres. I’m supposed to do billing for each cost centre separately. 

So 2 days ago things were going well and I finished 6 cost centres. However, ystd I got this super thick and troublesome stack, damn it. Did the whole day and still could not finish this cost centre. So unhappy with my progress that I’m going back to BibiBaba later to finish up as much as possible. Sigh…Though it’s a half day, but still…I still think the work sucks. So mundane, so boring, so far and so much workload, but it’s only a meagre $5 per hour. I work at yuhua more slack but I also earn more okay! zzzzz

Just saw my new timetable. Sians, 8am to 6pm on Monday -.- Gd thing though is that Mr Liew and Dr Lau are teaching me again! Awesome teachers Only the IS day is left blank. I pray hard that I’ll see the Japanese module lined up in that day in a few days time!

That’s about it for now. Got to work later in the morning sighs..On a brighter note, I’m going to sayonara to them nxt Friday hahaha